For One Night Only, For Those Who Are Out Every Night

I shall not begin by asking you, dear reader, what you are doing for Christmas as I assume most of you are like us doing very little. We have reluctantly decided not to see our daughter and family this year as it’s not worth the risk and it’s heartening to see many people coming to the same conclusions. So a big cheer to all of you and hugs to those facing the season alone. I hope you can find someone to zoom with at least.

Big boos this week to Jacob Rees-Mogg (need I say why?) and Priti Patel (just for being herself but also for deporting people in the middle of the night and not understanding why people might care about this). But let’s forget about this pathetic excuse for a government for a little while and think for a moment about those who not only have no-one to see at Christmas but nowhere to be. Crisis at Christmas isn’t even happening this year so god only knows what it’ll be like for the homeless. There’s a woman I see in Loughborough selling the Big Issue: I don’t know her name but she appears Middle-Eastern. She has two children and lives in a caravan – and she’s one of the lucky ones. I’d better not think any more about this government or I’ll spend the whole post ranting. Anyway, for one night only (I’m going to take it down tomorrow as some publishers won’t accept posts published on your blog) I’m going to share with you a poem called Spike. This was written when I was Poet in Residence at Sound Cafe, a homeless project in Leicester, and was performed as part of a homeless mass at Leicester Cathedral. Here is is:

SPIKE

(first performed at a homeless concert in Leicester Cathedral, a response to anti-homeless spikes in doorways)

There’s a spike in the figures today

rough sleepers are up

in the early dawn

before the cleaners come

to clatter up the cans

and bin the burger-boxes

before the real people come:

the ones who count

the ones who work

the ones who earn

the ones who pay.

Pick up your bed and walk away.

There’s a spike in the figures today

poor people are up

in the early morning

before the bailiffs knock

to clear out the beds

and change the locks

before the real people come:

the ones who rent

the ones who work

the ones who earn

the ones who pay

Pack up your stuff and go away.

There’s a spike in the figures today:

the unemployed are up

in the late morning

to wait in line

for a face-to-face with a face behind glass;

the glass says, Go away:

these jobs are for the real people;

the ones who fit

the ones who work

the ones who earn

the ones who pay.

Fold up your forms and go away.

And the afternoon comes on

And the rain sets in

And the jobless go home

And time drips by

There are spikes in the doorway at dusk;

they have grown there all day

like silver bulbs pushing through concrete.

The bulbs say, Go away:

this space is for the real people,

the ones who count

the ones who work

the ones who earn

the ones who pay.

Pick up your feet and walk away.

And the evening comes on

and the rain sets in

and the clubbers come out

in their sleeveless shirts.

There’s a man on every doorway

and the man says, Go away.

This club is for the real people;

the ones who join

the ones who work

the ones who earn

the ones who spend.

Pick up your bags and walk away.

And the night comes on

and the rain sets in

and the clubbers go home

and the doorman

locks the door.

There’s a man on a bench tonight:

worn out by the world, he sleeps.

No-one wants this man

he is moved on from place to place

he is down and out in London

and everywhere.

And the real people,

the ones who count

and the ones who rent

and the ones who fit

and the ones who join

and the ones who work

and the ones who earn

and the ones who spend

and the ones who pay

and the ones who sing

and the ones who chant

and the ones who kneel

and the ones who pray:

they are all asleep

in the deep of night

but the son of man

has nowhere to lay his head.

(c) Sarada Gray, 2012

Kirk out

PS You’ll be relieved to know the car passed its MOT